Unfulfilled

I'm trying to keep the car a secret.

I'm an adult but my parents and friends are the type to investigate and cross examine everything. At home, I have a drive way but I can't pull up and park Jake's car like everything is sweet. Pun intended. ; p

Sooooo...I park my car and switch on the street near my bff n sis's apartment. I told my other sis Jake's car was a Labor Day rental. Idk...it's a job within itself to hide everything and cover my tracks.

How can I focus on the $$$$$ when I have to sneak around nosy friends and family?

*sigh*

I realllllyyyyy like my kickboxing class. I will be in FAB shape for vacay season. It' s mostly soccer moms in my class and maybe two other girls around my age. The icing on the cake is A bunch of aggressive amateur fighters are there training too. It's like a spartan army in the gym.

One guy caught my eye...I could feel him watching me but I never return the stare.

He is fuckin shredded....not overly ripped or disproportionate like the old WWF guys or roided out juiceheads...he is cut all over. Just how I like it. The bod is a TEN. HOT body. Not so hot face.... but we can't have it all. Can we ? lol

Sugar Updates

Accentpot

I met him a few weeks ago while on a date w Jake.

He's frm Scotland. Professor. Married. Late 50's. We had a nice skype chat. ..he was a stranger but it felt like we knew each other forever. His voice is soooo sexy and deep. Scottish accents are the shit. The crazy thing is he loves MY country American accent. He wanted me to say certain words and phrases and he would lol. He was clearly amused. He asked about the guy I was with in the steakhouse when we first met.

*sigh*

I let it all out I was open about everything----college life and my sugar life. And Jake.

He asked were my needs being met.

Yep. *smile*

Sexually.

NO.

My relationship w Jake is not based on sex.

Sex is a non issue.

I never discuss my sex life w anyone except my bff and gyn. Accentpot said everything he needed to know was written all over my face. He said I was clearly frustrated and stressed. He said I was unfulfilled. To my surprise he read me like a book.

He constantly compared himself with Jake. I swear the male ego is a bitch.

Anyway, one thing led to another, he started the dirty talk.

He wanted to see if he could make me cum without touching me. I played along until I saw his dick. Surprisingly, It was a nice size, thick and uncut. <>I let him know in a joking but serious as hell manner ....I wasn't a cam girl and if he wanted a show to hit up my paypal account. I logged off immediately. Later that day/ his night I got a txt from paypal and Accentpot.

He sent the $$$$ but I was NOT about to let him record a vid. NO WAY! Anyway, I turned OFF my CAMERA turned up my mic, stripped and got in my bed. I was originally going to fake it but hell I deserve some fun too.

Suddenly he had complete control as he coached me along.

“Just relax. Close your eyes, Use your hands, imagine it is me. Touch yourself now and imagine that I am with you.”

I nodded, even though he couldn’t see me.

He continued, “You’re laying naked in bed, getting ready to go to sleep. I’m coming out of the bathroom after a hot shower. I drop the towel around my waist, and walk towards you lying on the bed. I climb up on the bed with you and trail my fingers on your skin - from your neck, down your stomach, and along the inside of your thighs.”

I closed my eyes and slowly ran my fingertips along my torso. They danced gracefully across my bare skin, hardly making contact but when they did they sent electric sensations throughout my body. I moved my left hand along the flat plane of my stomach, as my right hand pinched my nipples and moved further down south.I spread my legs and teased my fingers along my slit. At first, I was just bullshitting around but after awhile I was completely turned on.

He continued...

“I move my lips along your jaw line, gently sucking and kissing…I move lower and lower…and dip my fingers into you.”

It surprised me, how real it felt. Like he was so close yet so far away.

“That sweet tight cunt...You are so wet and warm. Aren't u?", he slurred.

His words and voice got to me, as I teased myself, thumbing my clit. My skin was flushed and within minutes I was covered in a light sheen of sweat.

I couldn't say anything i just moaned as I worked my fingers over my clit.

"Fuck. You sound so good.Go faster for me baby. Back and forth. Up and down. Cum on my cock. ” he ordered.

I followed his instructions to a tee.

Soon enough I felt the bed sheet getting damp and I wondered how much more I could take.

I was softly moaning and my breath shortened.

I was about to cum.

In no time my body was reeling, pulsing, arching, moving desperately to ride this wave.

"Oh my god" I moaned breathlessly.

"That's it. Don't stop. Let it happen." He demanded.

I had no choice but to submit to him. I lost control of myself.
I tried desperately to hold it in but I screamed out in intense pleasure.

He said something to me but I couldn't hear him.

I was out of it... took a sec for me to recover.

He laughed lowly, and asked if I was ok. Embarrassed, I told him I'll ttyl. He emailed me the next day and said he wanted to meet up in NYC in Nov. I told him I'll check my schedule and get back. He said we will talk same time next week.

Maybe...$$$$ Talks.

Accentpot is such a naughty, generous boy.

His big cock is a nice bonus too.

A quickie orgasm def. did my body right.
I had the best sleep ever but I felt like something was still missing.

I want more.

xoxo

BrownSugar.

Money can't buy class.

My sis and bff [both SB's ] introduced me to the lifestyle. My sis is not on the scene like tht anymore, she's not on the prowl [ for now] *wink*

but my BFF....

We are like batman and robin. No cattiness/ no bs.

Drama?

U bet your ass.

Sometimes trouble finds us...

We got into a lil squabble w a self entitled jackass at a bar after the game.

He sent us drinks and being the friendly ppl we are, we invited him to join us in our booth. We love male company esp. since He kept our glasses and plates full throughout the evening. We were all having a good time. The convo was flowing and he discovered my bff was meeting her SD later ...of course the guy was intrigued. He was a random stranger so she didn't mind discussing her business. He asked about their arrangement. Then asked us to join him in his hotel room for more drinks.

We politely declined. It wasn't tht type of party. We are not escorts so nothing was happening.

He asked again.

We ignored him with silence.

He put 500 measly dollars on the table.

He was like what do say ladies? How about that? I have money.

We were like

Random guy's ego was beyond bruised so he did exactly what typical bitch ass men do.

Cause a scene.

He yelled our business throughout the bar. Everyone thought we were escorts.

He ranted and raved non stop. Thank God we got the hell outta there before anything happened.

Sugar babies and "the moral police" DO NOT mix. Unfortunately, I usually run into the latter. But I bet my last dollar... if they had the "look" or "skills" he/she would do the same.

*SMH*

They just don't understand.

It's not women who give me a hard time....it's mostly MEN.

Basic men to look out for!!!!

1. Broke Bastard

Broke bastards are harder to detect. Some are actually wealthy and other Broke Bastards PRETEND to come from a certain pedigree. It's a lot of SCAM ARTISTS out there too. You are bound to run into this type...irl or online.

I know exactly what u r thinking---well if he's rich how is he broke???

He's broke bc he's not spending his hard earned money. He's not giving it to YOU, Sugar Baby... so he might as well be broke. They [Broke Bastards] want to fuck but don't have anything to offer. Broke bastard can only keep the charade up for so long.

I was "hot" b4 I asked for $$$$.

Really ?

2. Self Entitled Jackass

Self Entitled Jackass is the WORST.

Attractive. Multi Millionaire. Successful. Well educated.

Problem is his stank attitude.

His mindset is warped. He thinks the universe is HIS and will treat you like you work for HIM. His attitude is like----- *opens hermes wallet* what color is my amex again? Black. So fuck you... the world is flat bc I say it is.

REALLY?

Run away bc after a few days with him you are going to want to commit suicide or pop a few pills to get over it. The $$$$ is soooo not worth the trouble.

TRUST.

SUGAR Updates

• My POT Jake was in the hospital. I didn't visit or call bc his family was around 24/7 [I gotta stay under the radar]. Sooo me being a sweet brown sugar baby ...I had an anon gift basket delivered. He was surprised I thought about him.
• I joined a kickboxing class. 3 days a week 2 hours. It's kicking my ass. For Real.
• I contacted Accentpot. Took him 2 days to return an email. After a few back n forth messages, we have a skype date tomorrow.
• Found a new POT. I dnt have a name 4 him yet. *blushes*

All she cares about is money and the city where she's from

Her intention is the paper, she don't need no fucking love

xoxo

BrownSugar.

VI.

Summer in the city is officially over.

*sadface*

Did I achieve my summer 2011 goals???

Did I save any $$$$?

My answer is a confident 'YES' to both questions.

I have no time for excuses or failures. Thx to the SB life my motivation/ambition went from a 6 to 10. I want more for myself. I'm tired of wasting my energy w stingy guys and waiting for Prince Charming to pop up. That shit is for the birds...it's called fairy tale for a reason.

I'm on the go.

SD/POT UPDATES

Jake.

I had one hell of a wknd.

We spent Thurs. morning shopping for his 12 y/o nephew. He purchased dr. dre headphones and a ipod. I didn't ask for anything at the mall. A few items caught my eye but I had to discipline myself...It was soooo hard to ignore the FAB fall fashions.

My mouth was watering at the clothes... but I had bigger fish to fry.

I wanted Jake to trust me. 100 Percent.

He finally asked "Babe, do u see anything u like? ---- *grrr* he finally said the magic words after 3 hours of aimless wandering and parading around.

WTF?!

I was famished, my feet were killing me. I was ready to go... I put my hand on his thigh. I told him I didn't see anything then I asked him to spend the rest of the day with ME. I didn't tell him what I had in mind, I told him it's a surprise. He started asking a million questions.

Anyway, I took him to the waffle house, and open mic in the hipster/artsy part of town----lol a far cry frm his boring, safe suburb and 5 star restaurants. lol I was happy he was finally able to relax and let his hair down and get his mind off of bs for ONCE. We went back to my apt, I freshened up and turned on a dvd while he waited for me to change. I left my bedroom door open and I caught him watching me undress. I matched his gaze and continued stripping to my panties and bra like it was nothing. Jake had the 'look' in his eyes. I'm not trying to fck him. Thank God my sis and bff arrived right on time b4 anything happened.

I introduced him to everyone, we took shots and ended the night at a reggae club. We had a BLAST. We def. got side eyes and crazy comments frm ppl. I know they were wondering why this old ass white man was surrounded by not one, but THREE beautiful hot girls. Jake was uptight but after a few drinks he was all over the place. My sis and bff took turns dancing w him. It was cute cuz he wasn't embarrassed at ALL. We were doing the dutty wine all over him. He couldn't keep up. lol

He drank an entire bottle of malibu by himself. He was soooo drunk, like beyond wasted. I had to drive him back home almost two hours away. He vomited in his car and peed on himself. I was like WTF?! My bff would not stop laughing and playing w him. I was mortified.

We had to drag him in the house, clean him up and tuck him in. He passed out in no time. I couldn't spend the night or wait until he sobered up... I had class in the afternoon. I had no choice but to drive his smelly car back home.

He called later with no memory of what happened.

He thanked me for being sooo sweet bc 'I could have put him in a cab' or 'left him on the curb to die'. He gave me a sephora e-giftcard, $1000 in my paypal AND he agreed to put new tires on my car.

SB TIP

Try to make it smooth as possible for your SD/ POT to send you $$$$.

He should not have to jump through hoops.

Get a re loadable giftcard or a paypal account. Get a national bank account like US Bank.

I have all three. ; )

If none of these work for u... try good old fashioned moneygram or western union. He does not have to know your govt name, or personal info [unless it is a trusted legit SD] all u need is the acct number.

I told Jake I went to get his car detailed and I would return it after class, he told me to hold on to it until 'whenever'.

WTF is 'whenever'?!

Anyway.

I was ecstatic. He spent Labor Day wknd w his fam and I went on a road trip to visit my other sis 4 hours away. I'm riding all over town in his "luxury" gas guzzler. The 90$ plus fill up is killing me. : P

Jake knows how much I care about the environment....my next goal is to convince him to trade it in and go "green". * wink*

xoxo

BrownSugar.